i have yea, lived there when i took a semester of school. miss it everyday. feels sometimes like it was yesterday but it was actually like.. a decade ago
i think that was the happiest i ever was in my life.
the leverage finale still hurts, idk why im doing this to myself omg
amanda palmer is in town and hanging at powells books, if you havent met her, head on down.
so my day was actually pretty nice BUT it started off TOTALLY INFURIATINGLY….
Soooo you all remember back when I first started my new job I had a lump checked out right?
And how I was totally stressed to the max and they made me jump through like a bajillion hoops to get the help I needed and then I got the all clear, right?
Okay so I got another set of birth control pills from Planned Parenthood last month but they were like, we still can’t give you the rest of the prescription until we do a followup and we need the paperwork from your ultrasound.
So I’m like, okay well that’s fine and dandy but they didn’t give me any. They told me what it was, congrats it’s not cancer, see you when you’re 40 and that was that.
So they had me fill out the medical release thing so they could have the paperwork sent over.
And today I call to schedule my damn followup so I can get the rest of my prescription and the call center lady is like, okay let me just call the clinic so I know if I need to book this as a Breast Exam Followup or a Refill for Birth Control and I’m like, yea cool okay.
She comes back and says they won’t see me or give me anything until I see a FUCKING BREAST SPECIALIST.
UM DID WE LOSE THE MEMO ABOUT HOW I GOT THE ALL CLEAR AND THE MEMO ABOUT HOW I DONT HAVE FUCKING INSURANCE AND THE HELP I GOT WAS THROUGH BCCP BUT SINCE I DONT HAVE BREAST CANCER THEY DONT HELP ANYMORE?!!??!!?!?!?!?
WHAT THE EVER LOVING HOLY FUCK?!?!?!?
so I’m SUPER pissed cos all this on and off shit is just fucking up EVERYTHING from my mood to the cycle itself and it’s like… I GOT THE FUCKING ALL CLEAR why am I being put through all this shit AGAIN/STILL??!?!?!
So I have to call back tomorrow and talk to the clinic directly cos I had to leave for work this morning so I couldn’t deal with it then but… I am just so frustrated and exhausted with this stupid fucking useless harmless LUMP OMG.
my dear friends David and Robin. Today my dash has been littered with lovely flyers for their upcoming gigs and I wish more than I anything that I could be there.
Thanks John for posting them, they have made me smile all day.
so. i went to a movie tonight to get my mind off of the sad things and OF ALL THE THINGS TO ADVERTISE they showed an ad for a Josh Groban concert. At first I started to get upset again but then I thought, no. That’s Michael. Message received buddy, still hurts like hell though.
just remembered that time i “performed” its oh so quiet in my drama class.
adolescence: it sounded good at the time.
BEING REALLY INAPPROPRIATE TOWARD THEIR FAVE CELEB ON TWITTER
seriously, the secondhand embarrassment is out of control today